The price of gas is going up in the country. Duh right? Well, I am going to say that the price of gas that makes MOM go is also going up. It seems that my tank is running on wayyy past empty and no one has bothered to refill it.
Each morning I get out of bed in a pissy ass mood. I hate that the alarm clock went off and if I had a gun I would seriously shoot it. Now, let me explain that I am not the normal oh I gotta get up grumpy. No, no, no. I am MAJORLY pissed off, because I JUST got to sleep raged!
I have had headaches AGAIN for almost a month and a half straight now. They don't go away no matter what I do. (Oh there is one thing that I can do to relieve them for a bit but that's not legal. Even though it's natural! **grumble** Why can't this be one of "those" states??)
Throughout the day the things I have to do weigh heavier and heavier on my shoulders until about noon or 1pm I can barely stand it. If I don't lie down then I literally FALL down. So, I try very hard to keep that from happening because that gets quite embarrassing.
So, the combination of no sleep and the headaches along with the added stress of a recent death in the family I can't seem to get over and then the youngest being sick is getting to me. Add that up all day long with trying to work and then get things done around the house and the anxiety kicks in. BAD!
I think I'm going crazy. I mean don't the crazies get away with shit because they say they are crazy? Ohhh, the thought of going crazy sounds good. Hell, who knows. Maybe I'm already there!
I am sorry your stress is getting to you. It must be hard to find time to relax with kids around, let alone the headaches. I personally find that Excedrin Migraine works well for me. It has acetaminophen and aspirin in it, as well as caffeine to make it take effect sooner. =) As far as sleeping goes, Celestial Seasonings offers "Sleepytime Blend EXTRA" now, which warns you not to operate heavy machinery, so you know it's gotta be good.
ReplyDeleteIf all else fails, move to MI. There's no jobs, but at least our ill people can smoka da ganja. =D
Sorry to hear of the loss in your family. Also sounds like your having one of those months. Hope you get out for a walk or a workout and kick your own ass. either that or a girls night is in order...
ReplyDeleteI agree with TV! Get outta the house, drink and let loose! If you can't do that, kick the family out for a few hours and bask in the silence....and vodka. I hope things get better soon for you. Take two of these and call me in the morning!
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