The price of gas is going up in the country. Duh right? Well, I am going to say that the price of gas that makes MOM go is also going up. It seems that my tank is running on wayyy past empty and no one has bothered to refill it.
Each morning I get out of bed in a pissy ass mood. I hate that the alarm clock went off and if I had a gun I would seriously shoot it. Now, let me explain that I am not the normal oh I gotta get up grumpy. No, no, no. I am MAJORLY pissed off, because I JUST got to sleep raged!
I have had headaches AGAIN for almost a month and a half straight now. They don't go away no matter what I do. (Oh there is one thing that I can do to relieve them for a bit but that's not legal. Even though it's natural! **grumble** Why can't this be one of "those" states??)
Throughout the day the things I have to do weigh heavier and heavier on my shoulders until about noon or 1pm I can barely stand it. If I don't lie down then I literally FALL down. So, I try very hard to keep that from happening because that gets quite embarrassing.
So, the combination of no sleep and the headaches along with the added stress of a recent death in the family I can't seem to get over and then the youngest being sick is getting to me. Add that up all day long with trying to work and then get things done around the house and the anxiety kicks in. BAD!
I think I'm going crazy. I mean don't the crazies get away with shit because they say they are crazy? Ohhh, the thought of going crazy sounds good. Hell, who knows. Maybe I'm already there!
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Hello one and all! If this is your first time visiting the ole' Jonesie then please let me explain a little. I write on a variety of topics. (basically whatever may pop into my head or even whatever rant I have for the day.) Some things are a little out there, I admit. But honestly, I have spent so much of my life worrying about what others think that when I finally released myself from the "rules and roles of society" I really began to find myself. So, my request is that you read more than just one post before you decide. I promise somewhere along the way I am sure you will say what so many others have said at one time or another: Jonesie, you simply say what others only think in their heads!